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Entry for March 12, 2009- sad
I don't understand what he is thinking about me. I sure that: He is imagine I am pretty, intelligent, 1,6m tall. In fact, I only 1,5m tall, ugly, no career. If he know the truth, he 'll disappoint. So no one like the avil. although every one often say: Beauty is only skin - deep"
But I think only some ones accept that.
He is successful his career, handson, clever...althought He got to dive. It isn't important nowadays.If he see me, I sure that: he doesn't make friend with me, no chat with me. I 'm very sad . many people do that with me, so I don't belive any voice of any one.
Now, how I have to do? Should T tell him the truth or silence....
I don't hope anything, I only need have got one to talk. because I haven't many friend. Who does understant that...I have nobody to confidence in...He is chatting friend who I want to cherish...I hope he uderstant me...
I wish he'll find the truth love soon.