You!!!!!!!!

Entry for March 11, 2009- sleep
the weather is cool so I feel to sleep. no one online. perhalp, they busy.
He offlined too.
He is my special friend. We met on Internet so We never met .I don't know his name, job... I only hear he said that: He was 37 old. I married and has a son that was 4 old. He got to dive ( divorce) afew years ago. cause his wife betraied .Now he was alone. I don't care about that. Because I don't belive the story what he told.
we alway chat together. He said that: he didn't like the family tie. He only love and didn't marry.
Some times He offered me gave my photo or the number phone. But I didn't agree . because before ,we promised conditionally that we only met on internet.
I'm agly so I alway complex. the men like the beautiful girl, I know that. ...
So, I hope that: they understand me. I wish me was happy and have got the true love. But I don't kow how do. I feared I was disppointed again. One made me desolated. ....
when do I find...........??????????????